It was pretty hard- hitting to find out that one of my worst nightmares about you could’ve come true
I already heard all the rumours,
That genuine one,
People told me to be aware,
That I should be angry,
But I wasn’t
However, I was aware,
And I started to ask myself questions:
What if it’s more than a compliment?
What if he was starting to have eyes for her?
What if there’s more to it?
They told me I should be angry with her because she appeared to be stealing you,
Even though I knew that it wasn’t exactly the case
I knew I had no reason to be upset,
Instead I should be grateful that two people so dear to me are bonding and sharing compliments
Of course,
People were gonna take it the wrong way,
However I didn’t know it was gonna be taken this far
I wish I was there to see it,
But maybe that was the entire point
I wasn’t there for people to be cautious and delicate about,
How could this happen?
I was so afraid this was gonna happen,
But I let it slip away,
I let it run out of my mind,
But it hurts that the doubts have become more reasonable
I remember the depressed feelings,
That if I was to go away I would give you and her my blessing,
Because I knew it would work out
But I guess it came too early
The pain is unbearable
I guess all this time I’ve been too nice,
I’ve been too delicate,
Too easy,
Because I was too scared of getting myself in trouble
But who knows?
I may actually have a better reason this time
