I remember when I heard about what happened yesterday,
About what you did,
And why I shouldn’t even try going back to you
I’m not gonna lie,
I was heartbroken
My heart was like a glass window which you got a hammer with and smashed
And my blood felt like it was turning into gas
At that time,
I was wondering greatly,
What happened to the boy I fell in love with before?
It was as if that personality had drifted away into the dust
Now I’m left with someone new
He said you don’t like her that way
But it still hurts
But I could be wrong after all
I know how you act:
You love making people smile
You like to play jokes
Could this be another one of them?
I just don’t want to end up having to accept the fact that I’m still losing you
You’re floating from my reach,
And I’m terrified that you’re gonna be more engulfed in the waves of the Everything than ever
And as the Onlooker,
I’d have to watch you swim as much as you can,
Maybe it was just a one time thing
This will never happen again would it?
It won’t, would it?