The time when I would usually see you,
You were absent
I knew why,
I knew there would be consequences,
And I knew you were facing them in your painful absence
You’ve had different consequences for different things before
Those things were only minor,
And I easily recovered because I knew for sure,
That I was gonna see you the next day,
But what if I don’t?
This is the worst you’ve done
What if this is the last time I look into your beautiful eyes?
Is this gonna be the last time I see that smile,
The bright smile that shines at the hardest times?
Is this gonna be the last time I depend on you for love?
I’ve been heartbroken by so many Others
Yet every time,
I always remembered that you were always there,
I could always lean on you whenever I felt like I was unloved,
But I don’t want that to disappear
I want you again,
I want to say the three words easily,
Because you always trigger the right emotions
I want to see that beautiful smile again,
I want to look into your eyes again,