When I Return

The days are running out,

The end of the week is coming by storm

Everything’s gonna come rushing back:

The breakdowns,

The attacks,

The stress

It’s gonna come flying back at me like a boomerang:

Once I’ve let it go,

It comes back to haunt me again

This week,

I was able to relieve myself,

Give myself time to breathe,

A time to escape from the pure madness I always get caught up in some way

But I should’ve remembered,

That this hiding spot wasn’t as secretive as I believed

It’s gonna find me again,

It’s gonna take me back to the terrible times and torture me again as usual 

But I always knew,

I always knew that I would have to return

Let’s hope that when I do,

I’ll be stronger this time,

And protected this time too


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