Getting Worse

I was once intelligent,

I put effort in everything I did

I paid attention to everything I was being taught,

I wouldn’t let the little things stand in my way

But things changed,

A new year came,

There were new things,

And new people,

I couldn’t handle the pressure

Now I feel like I’ve become stupid,

I don’t do well in anything anymore 

I’m seeing visions of red instead of green and yellow

I just wanna escape from this

I want to go somewhere else so I don’t go through this madness anymore

But I don’t wanna leave,

I just feel like the pressure will build up way too much,

In the end, I will explode

And run away

I thought things were getting better

But really, they’re getting worse


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